Friday, 03 December 2010

  • ewwww

    Yesterday I was piling on sweets as in multipul cinnamon rolls and cake and a bowl of icecream. I went to the store for a pair of jeans and was appalled with my body. My weight was back to 185 that month of underway destroyed me. Every day was a 14 hour work day and I ate so much junk. I didn't work out but once.

    Last night I did however go to the gym. There was only 20 minuits till it closed at 2200 so I just ran a mile and a half. It takes me 1340 now. Wich isn't great but I realy bust my ass for that and last month running that was pretty standard.

    My goal now is a lb a week untill im down to 154. I think next years deployment will be better on my figure. I wont work with food and the lines are so long I like skipping them and just making a salad or eating a meal bar. My shop also allows us time to work out when nothings going on.

    Oh as for the jeans I bought, they are way cute and size 11 jrs. I rember wearing that size in my freshmen year of high school.
    I also picked up vita craves and viactiv. Both. Taste amazing so ill accualy take them.

Saturday, 16 October 2010

  • OCT 16

    180

    Wow it has been a super busy week with the ship getting ready to go underway sometime in the near future on a date or location I am unable to disclose. Today I’m doing a lot more then my job normally requires.  Normally I just sweep the floors and wash dishes and stuff but today I’m checking officers into the staterooms, organizing the civilian contractors,  working as duty cs, fso floor supervisor, Im now the wardroom officer(even though Im not an officer) overseeing supply of wardroom 1 and 2,  inspecting spaces and acting as central hub for all supply related issues. Tonight Im going to buy a shiny metal clip board with a storage space in it. That’s when you know some one is legit. No matter what your doing as long as your holding a clip board you look like serious business time. It should help with the issue of people not taking orders, its a lot harder to question someone with a clip board.

     

    I bought a scale the other night and as of this morning my weight is 180. Working out has been hectic due to a laundry incident (I went three days with out pt gear) and I got stung rayed to the foot when I went frolicking at Coronado beach. 
    To answer the question;  No I did not have some one pee on it, that’s for jellyfish stings. For a sting ray you just soak your foot in hot water. The venom in a sting ray is protein base and the hot water essential cooks it. Sting rays are dirty bottom feeders though so antibiotics may be prescribed. As soon as people found I got stung did you pee on it was the first question asked. Some one accualy hunted me down to ask. “Hey IC3 I heard you got stung by a sting ray the other day did you pee on it?”

     

    Oh yeah work outs. I did run five miles on Thursday night. And every day I walk for at least 40 minuets, and drop and do some push ups whenever no one else is around. Work however has been a work out. Everyday I’m carrying stores up and down stairs. And these are serious business stairs they are very steep and a bit farther apart and pretty dangerous if your not paying attention or your drunk.  The boxes can be pretty heavy, and Oh god the co2 canister is a bitch. Its 45 lbs of  pressurized c02 and the thick steel container it comes in is taller then some of my co workers.  Then there’s the 20+ layers of paint on it.

     

    As far as eating goes I have slipped up a few days and I didn’t track my caloric intake and I even ate sweets. Even with the sweets I would estimate my calories never went above 1800.

     

    Slip ups aside I am back on my diet track with revigored effort.  Getting the time to eat is helping me out. Even though I work around food all day I rarely have time to eat.

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Thursday, 07 October 2010

  • Day six

    Total calories intaken 1245.

    I had a bite of a doughnut but spit it all out. and was like ew. I didn't want it because its part of why im fat. but was also way past stale.

    I thought of not sharing that but yeah I guess I should.

    Today I did a bit of str training. Not enough for +1 but I did push ups sit ups crunches and atempted some chin ups on one of the many random bars around the ship. I did a few other sets of cardio str work excersizes ( v ups, leg lifts, some planks ect.) And carryed 6 gallon boxes of milk. yeah fuck that. Working here comes with weight training.

    I took my vitamins and drank my water.

    Im kinda just waiting for the night to end so I can go to bed get tommorow out of the way and get ready for the weekend. I got laser tag planed.

Wednesday, 06 October 2010

  • Day 5 mini post.

     

    Yikes this is going up late

    Calorie intake 1245

    Water drunken 6000ml+

    Vitamin taken. (blarg, why is one spicey)

    Work out, none today.

    Period pain:high

     

  • Challange part 1&2

     I had a long typed up version of this but xanga ate it. Fucken xanga beinging on my words!

     

     

    1. I dated a guy and he would break up with me and get back togerher all the time he wanted a part time girlfriend I wanted more. He would break my heart then take me out to dinner and I would order the whole left side of the menu, then send him home alone, this happened a lot.

     

    2 after he broke my heart for good I was shoveling down ice cream and painting out my hurt at two am.

     

    3        The new love of my life was in boot camp all I did was eat.

     

    1. my first standard issue crappy navy boyfriend ditched me and I ate almost the entire pizza I made for us because he wouldn’t be home for dinner.

     

    1. I failed out of nuke school and started drinking heavily. One night after waffle house I come back with a tin of pink princess cupcakes and I ate them all in the car in my underwear, in a Hannah Montana wig, because Taylor swift and I can totally relate.

     

     

    Did it make me feel better?

     

    1. yes, Revenge is very tasty when coated with lobster sauce.
    2. No, I went to wash the paint off that covered my body. I saw ice cream smeared across my face and my hand, I threw it up and curled up naked in the shower with it running I washed away everyone of my sins against myself and resolved to change. I cut off all my hair save a puff. I was resolved to make my self ugly, until I could emerge as a phoenix. By the time my hair grew back I would be a beautiful person inside and out, or I would find some one to except the mess I was. Didn’t take long, I was confident and hot, Short hair shows off my best assets.
    3. No it made me feel worse because Andy was in bootcamp and here I was getting fat and it was time for me to go to boot camp soon.
    4. Oh god I ate almost the whole thing crying. Until Friday took it from me said its not going to change the fact Keith was an asshole and we cuddled.
    5. Well I threw some of them at border patrol. The booze made me feel hella good. The waffle house was a good time. The cupcakes is where I lost it.

     

    Do I regret it.

     

    1. No, not until now I don’t
    2. No, that was a piviotal point in my life. That binge changed me.
    3. Yeah, I worked my ass off to burn off my 2 months of  711 beinge.
    4. Yes, I was to cute for that. There was a 68-1 male female ratio. Most of the girls were gay or almost male. I could have had just about any guy.
    5. Yeah. I regret a lot about that night.

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